Ladies......
why is it that we always long the attention .. we want to feel the warmth of love..
love? what is love? have I ever experienced love?
relationships .. the more you have.. the more experienced right?
is love different with everyone? is it when that one person is your only one ? can it fade?
some want it perfect .. but nothing is perfect in the way of love .. in the way of life.

now what to concentrate on.. your life or the one you love..
you should always put yourself first before anyone - you are the most important person in your life..
keep your head screwed on - work hard and make your life..
your love .. should be an equal .. your love .. should be given and received equally

it's difficult when the one you love doesn't love you back ..
but life is tough..
it's what makes us stronger right..
why ruin your life.. why pine over someone even for a second if they choose not to for you 

finally.. listen to your heart.. but also your head..
your heart tends to whizz you around it tends to confuse you ..
but you are worth the world ... you are amazing - and if someone else believes different they are not worth your time.

what are you guy's experiencing in the name of "love" ?
is it fake? prettier on the outside ?

relationships will always be complex..
but the one think that always lingers in the back of my mind is..

Mariah Carey:-

"When you love someone so deeply they become your life
It's easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside
Blindly I imagined I could keep you under glass
Now I understand to hold you I must open up my hands
And watch you rise

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
Fly abandonedly into the sun

If you should return to me
We truly were meant to be
So spread your wings and fly
Butterfly"

simply beautiful simply true..

good luck in the words of LOVE x

p.s make sure you know what you're worth - love yourself - that is the only way someone else will even be able to love you ..
jealousy kills..
but you have to learn to trust you learn to accept..

you have to know your limits ..
these limits seem to fade due to love - and you turn into this crazy person obsessed...not healthy..
as long as you know who you are you learn to move on ..
everyone does it in their own way .. some find someone else.. some get used to the empty feeling and fill it with love for themselves but remember..
as one door closes another opens..

another one opens with much more to give..
so don't settle for second best..

search harder look bigger ..!
this world is full of wonderful wonders and treats!